I'm going to take a little time off LJ.
I don't feel good. I have a headache and I'm tired all the time. It's only getting worse.
Probably because I can get no rest. There's stuff to do all the time.
Work, school, Christmas. I have to send my online friends some Xmas cards very soon.
and I thought it'd be better to make it an official hiatus, because I keep feeling guilty for missing sooo many of your entries.
I hope you understand. You can still reach me if you send me a message. and I'll definitely be back in time for Christmas.

love you all
x

I did a Jensen one once, so this had to come along at some point. :P
enjoy JPad lips in action and try not to be too jealous ;)

I'm so sorry, again, for all the MIA but I really can't help it.
Not only am I dramatically behind on all of your journals, I have a lot of unanswered comments in my inbox.
I can work on it tomorrow.

( follow the cut to the good stuff )

I didn't have time yesterday and I sure as hell don't now, so to make up for it I'm going to reveal the subject of the coming spam:



that's right, Jared's lips in action. XD

I'm seeing New Moon again tomorrow, with my gran. and then Sunday with my other friend. so that will make... 4. and I'm planning to stop there. nuh uh, no way.
I'm nothing if not obsessed. :P Seeing movies I love in the cinema is just the best.

sorry for this pointless update, I just needed to squee.
picspam for Sunday is still on. ;)

hey peeps,
I'm so sorry I haven't really update in a while. Same goes for commenting and answering comments.
I'm just SO incredibly busy right now. When I'm not at school or work I'm at a birthday or buying presents for one. And when I'm not doing that I'm at the movie theatre.
Sunday will be relatively quiet. I'll just go to the movies with my friend (yeah yeah, same movie again, sue me :P) but I should have time to finally put that picspam I promised together.
Don't worry, I came up with a subject. ;)
as for commenting, I'll take time for that as soon as I got some sleep.

I'm dead, seriously.
Totally speechless.
I want to see it again right now but I can't, so I was gonna read Eclipse but I'm too hyper to read.
Ah what a situation :P

tomorrow is catch up day for me, loves *hugs* this has been a real busy and weird week

the weeks are flying by, it's kind of scary.
Last weekend I went to a forest with my family, we met up with my aunt, my uncle, my niece, my nephew and my gran. We rented two little houses there.
We arrived at night and it was SO FRIGGIN SCARY. I guess I've just been watching too much SPN and stuff but gah, too dark. much too dark. Especially when my step dad turned the headlights off. Couldn't see a thing when I looked out the window. So we all screamed. :P and then we saw some wild boar in the headlights when they went back on, so we screamed again.
We made my step dad park right in front of the door and unlock it so we could all run inside screaming.
during the day it was a nice forest and we all took a walk together. Visited a city too.
it's was a peaceful weekend, I had a lot of time to read for a change. And I took the laptop so I could watch some new episodes of shows with my sis.

Worked again this Monday and Tuesday. Not much to tell there. Just worked to make a living again. I'm enjoying the work. My colleagues are friendly.

and now it's my brother's bday and it's all fun here and now I have to go to school, boohoo! :(
I won't be back until 10 pm. Gah, I hate it.

On a lighter note, I'm planning to picspam y'all again soon. The subject is a surprise. Well actually, the truth is I don't know yet. XD I'll think of something fun.
I already have one lined up for Christmas though.

I can't wait for new SPN and new VD tomorrow.
Killing Lexie was a pretty crappy of Damon. and Stefan and Elena were just getting closer again too. AND OMG I LOVE MATT/CAROLINE. can't wait to see where it goes from here.
and aww omg Dean. my heart is breaking for him seriously.

oh and I love Glee. can't wait to watch yesterday's ep when I have some time.

Bye loves, I'll have some time to catch up with all the entries and comments, cause it's my day off, woohoo! :D

Happy birthday ckll
I hope you have a great one. I wish you a day filled with J2 & Wincest goodness and happiness. and cake.
I'm writing from work so I have to make this short

Oh man I'm soooo late with this and I'm sosososo sorry.



I wish you all the best because you really deserve it hon.
love you <3

and now I have a present to make for another one of my dear friends who's bday is tomorrow :D

Ill be away with the family.
catch you Monday!

I haven't posted a real update here in a really long time. I guess I was just waiting until I had something to think about.
My dad hired me. He needed help in his company and I was looking for a job. Perfect solution.
I behave like an employee (paying for my candy and all that) but there are definitely perks. Like my colleagues being extra nice to me and all that. :P or maybe they're just nice. One of them dropped me off at the train station yesterday.
I work Mondays and Tuesdays and my job is to upload pictures and inspection forms of buildings people inspected. Sometimes I join the inspecting. We do that to make plans to fix the buildings up.
that's pretty much it in a nutshell. It's not too hard, I have my music and I can make it through the day just fine. I sleep with at my dad's in the Monday-Tuesday night.
Then I have school on Thursday nights and sometimes Saturday mornings, which I can study for on Wednesdays, Fridays and Sundays. So that's pretty much my life right now.
Plus reading and television and the gym. I've read both The Vampire Diaries books now. And the first True Blood book. I think I'll stop it right there because I just like the True Blood show better.

I saw 4x09 and 4x10 of Supernatural and I friggin loved those episodes.
I liked Anna pretty much from the first moment and I started loving her throughout this little arc. I loved the whole grace thing and I understand her. What I don't get is why that is SO evil. Ah well, Heaven law I guess. She better be back.
I don't know about those other Angel dudes at this point. I've just never really felt it and I don't know if I'm ever going to.
Ruby. hm. I don't like her but she did save Sam, so I guess Dean's attempt at thanking her is about perfect. XD No objections to the big Sam/Ruby scene. I saw Jared's back and sexy arm muscles, so that's pretty perfect too.
And I saw Dean's back too. I really loved the love scene with Anna. Impala sex? that is awesome. Anna smiling, Jensen back, the hand over the nasty mark Castiel left (that had to be my real favorite part). I didn't even mind the Titanic thing, thought it was pretty funny. Dude, it looked like an Angel if you look at it right! and Bad Company in the background, awesome.
I'll stop talking about the girls now cause I know they have a lot of haters. :P

That final scene of 4x10 really broke my heart. and that's about all there is to say about that. Poor Dean.

I'll try to post more on here. and keep up with you better.
love you all, see you around
x

Wow, it's been a long time.
Got a new job, celibrated the holiday with my family.
Bigger update will follow but now I want to finally give you this

( pics )

Man I'm so sick. I have the worst head cold. I feel like going back to bed but I don't think lying down is such a good idea. This sucks.
Anyway, shortest update ever, but I just wanted to say that I think I might have a Jensen in Devour picspam up tomorrow, because I'm bored.

I'll do my best to catch up with you all later, when I'm feeling better. I'll also write a better update then.

my brother was hit in the face yesterday for no reason.
He was just walking down the street with his Polish exchange student and at some point two guys on a scooter started chasing them. They drove him into an alley and then they hit him in the face. He didn't see their faces because they were wearing blinded helmets.
The only reason I can think of is that my brother has piercings and should lenght black hair.
What kind of a crap world is this?

I applied for another job, so let's hope that goes well.
I had some money so I ordered Harper's Island. I miss seeing my bank account on 100 euros though.

Obviously I haven't made any of episode 11 yet. I don't have the heart yet.
warnings:
-err, I guess there are no real spoilers really. just if you haven't really seen anything of the show yet. better safe than sorry :P
-there are a LOT of animations. about 65. I warned you so don't blame me if anything crashes. XD


( You hold this, 'cause when I get back I have something to ask you )

ok, so as most of you know I have been watching Harper's Island and the people on my flist who like that show probably have a very good idea what I'm yelling about when I say I just saw episode 11

( watch out for spoilers if you still haven't seen it )

My mom and my sister have gone to schoolcamp, so it's just me and my brother for three days. I hope that'll go ok. it basically means I have to do everything around here now. :P
I guess I'm only doing rewatched of my shows for a couple of days now because my sister is away. XD I finally have the chance to watch Devour though.

I've been at my dad's this weekend, it was rather uneventful. the birthday we went to was plain boring, lol.

at school i volunteered to be one of the first ones to do a presentation. I guess I did that to be done with that as soon as possible. I hate presentations so effing much.

Yellow Fever was awesome. Laughed my ass off. Poor Dean though. The yellow eyes effect on Sam was rather creepy, especially at the end.
"We are insane!" lmao. The look on Sam's face when Dean just threw the box of food into the car. And the scream ofcourse. epicness. The Eye of the Tiger thing was flipping great.

I don't think it'll take Elena much longer to figure stuff about Stefan out. Zac and Stefan are going to be in trouble when Damon gets out. Cause he will. And I wonder what that cristal is about.

so episode ten of HI had my all teary eyed with this show for the first time. Firstly, why did Cal have to go huh? they could have just sent someone I don't care about at this point. It can't be that hard to find that boat, just drive around the island until you see it. XD
lol, he went to the left side of the car. and then got shot, which wasn't all that funny. at least Chloe didn't see that all too clearly. "you hold this, 'cause when I get back I have something to ask you" omg.
And secondly omg Bobby! I mean Charlie. I admit I did laugh when he said he made a deal. Been watching the Winchesters too much? I am glad that Jimmy's alive and I agree that Abby and Jimmy could have a life together (cause I expect them to survive) but that was rather sad.
and I'm sure John Wakefield is not operating alone. Someone from the wedding is helping him.

love y'all

( you don't have to do it. it's just for fun )

Woohoo, my connection is back!
Man I hate moving. We have moved so many times already. Well we still have the same spot on the river but we got a different boat. Which qualifies as moving if you ask me.
We keep moving. The next time I hear my step dad has plans I'm moving out. I'm just saying that though. I'm not doing that until I'm ready.
Anyway, I'm really glad to be back. It was only for a couple of days, like I was hoping.
I've had a lot of time to catch up do my schoolwork (I'm further than everyone else in my class. I feel like a nerd but I don't really care)
and it was also nice to have a break from fandom. Don't get me wrong, I missed all of you, but it is easier to keep my mind on my own SPN storyline and just enjoy the ride when there is no internet. Now the American storyline is around a lot of corners again.

I got the new Paramore cd, yay!
I'm not going to see them live when they come here, I think. I shed some tears about that already but I'm done with that. I think I won't see them. There are still people who offer tickets for twice the original price but I'm not sure I want to give those bastards my money.
And for now I'm really happy with the new cd. Maybe they'll come to a festival next summer or something.

I had an SPN night with my friend this Monday and we watched up til Provenance now. She's getting more and more into it. I think we can finish season 1 next time.

I don't know how people can follow a lot of shows and be invested in all of them. I have four right now and that's enough for me. :P I can try out new shows when I'm done with one or when there's a hiatus. Right now I'm watching SPN, The Vampire Diaries, True Blood and Harper's Island.
( show stuff )

I didn't know anything about what happened to the Phillipines until I got online. That is so horrible. My thoughts go out to all the people there.

I'll catch up with all of you after dinner + the gym and before homework and HI(second time around). Ahh the joys of a busy schedule. XD

I don't know exactly how short. maybe very short. :P
The thing is I'm moving, and they're about to disconnect the modem. I don't know when the internet will be back.
If I miss any entries I'll catch up with them. Except if they're about s5 that is. XD

have a great weekend, loves.
x

I felt like making BUABS animations. so I did. :P
( BUABS )